Current mood:	accomplished
Current music:	Default- Live A Lie

I decided to put up an actual post.. with words! LOTS!
Well... life's been lifely lately. I went to the dentist... they said that i have the most fantastical teeth alignment EVER (better then the suckers who had to have braces, poor souls) and that their very impressed. But they told me that I need to lay off the coffee.. heh! SCREW THAT SUCKERS! Then I went to the eye doctor. I need to get glasses because I have a stigmada... hahhaha! I mean.. stigmitism in my eye. But I'll only need them for reading, school, and perhaps driving.. not bad.

I've been having the weirdest dreams lately.. Most of my dreams either relate to my life or come true (or both) but.. these recent dreams have lead me to believe that I've lost my touch. Because, for the last week, I have been having dreams that I am dating Reese Wilkins. I mean, thats not bad.. Reese is an awesome guy. But I didnt even realize that I liked him until I dreamed about him.. and still, Im not sure if i do.. perhaps my subconcious mind realizes that I like Reese and shows me through dreams.. but, maybe its just a coincidence. Hell if I know.. All I do know, is now I'm looking at Reese in a different light. My dreams have been so perfect. Like, the dreams that you cant wait to sleep for.. We're always laughing and kissing and things are so Ladeedahhh! And now, I keep wondering.. hey... do I like Reese? But we were talking the other day online (about random things..) and he told me that he likes heather. So, now.. I feel dissapointed. Because my subconcious mind has made me hope to go out with Reese.. and then it felt like a smack in the face because he doesnt like me.. of course, he never said he didnt like me.. he just said the only one who makes him happy is heather and so I guess I wouldnt make him happy... And then when I went to sleep that night, I dreamt that I was in a car with Reese, James, and my step dad. And I got shot. I could feel the pressure from the bulit. I felt my world go black. I heard myself begging to god for forgivnince because I'm such a bad person. That was one weird ass dream. So, right now.. I just dont know about my dreams anymore.. I should just stop analyzing them. geez.

....That probably didnt make a lick of sense to anyone.

So, I started APEX Psychology.. Mr. Griffith (guidance dude) saw that I had a 104.44% in Human Behaviors.. and he said that since I'm already an AP kid.. I should take APEX.. so I have. It seems like it will be a great class to take. In Human Behaviors, Mrs. Fulton says that Psychology is about manipulating the human mind. And that seems like its a cruel thing to do.. but I'm kind of intrigued. Maybe I'll learn more on why dumbasses are so dumb.. and be able to help the world.. possible career choice, eh?

I can't wait for homecoming.. It shall be great, I'm going with Jake Cutchins (yes.. Sophmore)... I already posted my dress but now the days are getting closer and I'm getting more and more excited. I'm a bit nervous about the whole dancing aspect of the dance. I dont dance.. well.. not well. I'm too white.. I just hope I let loose and dont care what anyone thinks.. thats what I need to do.

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO*etc*OOOOOO excited about THE PLAY! WIZARD OF OZ! (I call it WOZ for short)... I'm already loving the directing part and I'm excited for the set and the acting part to start up as well. I keep wondering if I'm gonna get a part. Probably not, I sucked at try outs. But, yeah.. Chappy Poo said that I was the best Melinda/Glinda that he saw... so i guess I'm wrong. Still, getting a part is doubtful. People have been annoying me saying that theyd only be happy being one part.. that theyd only be happy being Dorethy, for example. I think thats Selfish. I'd take any part... I guess no part is too small. You know, in the Christmas Carrol.. that one guy just kept on stuffing his pants, he had like one line, and everyone loved him. He was one of the stars of the show. So, hey.. short parts can be just as good as long ones! And you should be happy with who you get.. because theres not that many parts in WOZ to begin with. The fact that you got a part should be good enough..

so heres my post about everything.. and now it seems to be about nothing. ah well